New poetry by Wellington writer Carolyn DeCarlo.
Winter Swimmers
We are not
swimming pools,
our faces
never submerged in water
long enough to breathe,
never dipped
below the surface,
eyes absorbing the
chlorine and urea
flushing milky pink.
We do not
share the sunblock,
our fingers
wet and greasy
against each other’s backs,
never slipping
out of hands
and towels and lycra
to perform our skin
against the density
of 1,000.00 kg/m^3.
We do not
scrape the balls of our feet
against the concrete
playing spider
in the corners,
nor do our toes
gather grains of sand
to be sucked out later
in the bathroom
by hungry lifeguards.
We are in pieces,
not limited by bodies
of water and skin,
we turn ourselves
inside, we float up
like plastic bags
on the sea,
rising to form clouds.
Carolyn DeCarlo, 2019