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Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, the remarkable new book from Lee Murray
Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, the remarkable new book from Lee Murray

BooksJune 3, 2024

A full-body experience: Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, reviewed

Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, the remarkable new book from Lee Murray
Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, the remarkable new book from Lee Murray

Chris Tse reviews Lee Murray’s genre-breaking book about women of the Chinese diaspora in Aotearoa.

Reading Lee Murray’s Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud is a full-body experience: your pulse races and your skin prickles in response to the searing and visceral imagery, and the heaviness of the injustices that Murray describes feels like weights wrapped around your ankles. This is apt, given the book’s conceit: the titular fox spirit slips on the skulls of nine women to feel their physical and emotional pain. The book is unflinching in its presentation of historical racism and violence as Murray borrows a well-known Chinese myth to uncover taboo stories about the lives and deaths of Chinese diaspora women in Aotearoa.

Although the book constantly shifts through time and space, pinging from one tragic story to another, the many voices it holds share something in common: they speak from a dark and cruel past, one that our country fostered in an attempt to mitigate the threat of Chinese immigration.

According to New Zealand’s 1867 Census, Chinese made up only 0.56% of our young country’s total population. Chinese women were an even smaller subset – there were only six of them in the country at the time. It would take more than 120 years for the gender balance between Chinese men and women to be equal in New Zealand.

The long journey to New Zealand and harsh reality of a pioneer life kept many Chinese women in China. These “gold mountain wives”, as historian Manying Ip describes them, stayed in their home villages in China while their husbands earned money overseas to support them. Even if these women did want to join their husbands, legislated restrictions born from New Zealand’s anti-Chinese sentiment made it practically impossible to do so. The poll tax on Chinese, which increased from £10 in 1881 to £100 in 1896, meant that Chinese men could not afford to bring their wives or children with them. Other restrictions and deterrents included the abolishment of naturalisation for Chinese New Zealanders, the exclusion of Chinese from the Widows Pension Act and, later, the exclusion of women from quotas of entry permits for Chinese. This is only the tip of a very large, very racist, iceberg.

We can demonstrate the cruelties of our history through statistics, legislation and historical records, but often the most glaring omissions are stories of actual lived experiences. These are the stories that are the hardest to gather, record and protect, particularly when they belong to marginalised groups or there is a reluctance to speak of the pains of the past. In Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, Murray (who is of Chinese and Pākehā descent) seeks to address this imbalance in our literature by drawing upon true stories to highlight the isolation and prejudice suffered by Chinese women in New Zealand from the early 20th century to the present day, all of whom were trying to survive “dangerous, dangerous days. Lonely days.” 

The cover of Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud, and author Lee Murray.

At the end of one of her poems, Murray references an old newspaper article from 1881 about the arrival of “a real Chinawoman in Wellington”, who the newspaper describes as “an almond-eyed difficulty”. Depictions and descriptions of Chinese in New Zealand at that time were notoriously racist and designed to stir up fear about the Yellow Peril. In some ways, Chinese women posed a greater threat than their male counterparts due to their ability to procreate, which could have devastating consequences for the burgeoning British colony. Therefore, those who did make it to New Zealand, some brought here against their will, found themselves in a strange and hostile land, exacerbated by language barriers and the lack of a support network: “You understand that there is no place for you in New Zealand or China or anywhere else. You are a strangeness and a stranger, and you belong nowhere. Your world is shrinking”. 

In her author’s note and interviews to support the book, Murray has discussed how she was motivated to write Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud after the rise of anti-Asian sentiment during the early days of the Covid-19 pandemic, as well as the misogyny that fuels anger directed specifically at Asian women. Although not overtly explicit, the book does invite the reader to draw parallels between how Chinese were treated and depicted in the past with contemporary experiences and reporting.

The book’s central figure and narrator is the nine-tailed fox spirit, 狐狸精 | húli jīng, which frequently appears in Chinese folktales and mythology. The fox spirit can be either benevolent or malevolent, so its presence can be interpreted as both a good or a bad omen depending on an individual spirit’s intentions for interacting with humans. Some stories depict the fox spirit’s ascension to heaven to become a celestial fox, which is what Murray uses as the central premise for her book. 

Painting of a fox spirit from Yanju’s tomb, Gansu Province. Painting from Yanju’s tomb, also known as Jiuquan Dingjia Gate No. 5 Tomb (的酒泉丁家闸五号墓), located in Jiuquan County, Gansu Province, China.

Murray, who has earned considerable success and international recognition for her horror writing, adapts the fox spirit’s ability to assume a human form as both a narrative framework to tell the stories of nine women and to imbue the book with its own shapeshifting properties. Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud blends genres, forms and source material in a startling and haunting way, often to emphasise the gap between the promises sold to migrant women and the cold reality of life in a distant, unforgiving country: “You wonder if there has been some mistake, some foul perversion or ghostly occurrence that has caused you to lose your way, leaving you placeless, faceless.”

The choice of the fox spirit as a narrator also allows Murray to play to her strengths as a horror writer, using supernatural elements to hold the collection together as a whole rather than simply presenting the women’s stories as discrete, unrelated poems. The overall effect is that the fox spirit becomes a rounded, compelling narrator that begins to embody the reader’s own frustrations and heartbreak as each story complicates the fox spirit’s own selfish desire to be free of the pain and suffering it must endure before reaching heaven. Even the fox spirit, who scuttles between different states of reality, is overcome by their own feelings of displacement (“This is no place for foxes”) before understanding the purpose of their journey: “You will bear witness. You will give these women voice and nourish them with hope. You will sing their spirits to the mountains and shout their stories from the tips of the red turrets. You will give them flesh and make them real.”

Historical cultural and societal expectations of Chinese women, and Asian women in general, have often relegated them to being subservient or treated as possessions. They were expected to be meek and silent, and to not have their own aspirations (“A wife should not wish for too much. What good is wishing?”). The nine women of this book are not named but reduced to the roles they were expected to play for others: wife, mother, daughter, girl, woman. Their stories are full of heartbreak, dashed dreams and mental health struggles, culminating in tragic endings that underscore the neglect and violence they endured. Some take matters into their own hands, driven by anger and rage to commit unspeakable acts themselves. Even then, their actions are dismissed as being “a woman’s act” – there is no desire by the men in their families or officials to understand what could motivate them to do such things. Once again, they are reduced to being objects that do not operate within the same moral boundaries set by Pākehā: “a strangeness”, “so alien”, “so unnatural”.

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In a recent interview, the actress Anya Taylor-Joy spoke of how she has challenged directors about scenes where her characters were expected to cry instead of letting them erupt with the more realistic response of rage: “We have reactions that are not always dainty or un-messy.” This constant tension of whether or not we should let rage guide or consume us is prevalent throughout the book, emphasised by its structure of alternating fox spirit/woman chapters and Murray’s subtle use of repetition.

Murray’s book arrives not long after the publication of Grace Yee’s acclaimed Chinese Fish, which also repurposes historical records and old news articles as source material to depict the lives of Chinese diaspora women in New Zealand. Both books have been billed as verse novels or prose poetry collections, although I’d argue that neither label is entirely accurate given the slippery nature of how Murray and Lee tell their respective stories. There’s something to be said about both authors taking an approach to telling the stories of Chinese women that resists tradition and expectation while also challenging the roles prescribed to these women in both the family unit and society. Both books feel transgressive and fresh, long-awaited entries into our growing canon of literature exploring the Chinese New Zealand experience. 

Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud is a unique and spellbinding book that will hopefully introduce Murray to a wider readership in New Zealand. Murray breathes life into stories that would otherwise have been lost to time, working against the age-old reluctance to speak of topics such as hardships, anger, mental health or suicide. As much as societal structures contributed to the silencing of Chinese women, a lot of it was internalised as well to save face or not bring shame upon their families. We have a responsibility to honour the light and the dark of our histories, particularly when the stories and experiences from minority or marginalised communities have been absent or considered too upsetting or unpalatable. Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud reminds us that there is still so much to learn from our past.

Fox Spirit on a Distant Cloud ($28, The Cuba Press), is available from Unity Books Wellington and Auckland.

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Boo (left), Harry Ricketts (centre) and Pete Butcher (right) on the front quad of Trinity College 1971. (Photo: Supplied)
Boo (left), Harry Ricketts (centre) and Pete Butcher (right) on the front quad of Trinity College 1971. (Photo: Supplied)

BooksJune 3, 2024

Sex, drugs, rock’n’roll and cricket: An excerpt from First Things by Harry Ricketts

Boo (left), Harry Ricketts (centre) and Pete Butcher (right) on the front quad of Trinity College 1971. (Photo: Supplied)
Boo (left), Harry Ricketts (centre) and Pete Butcher (right) on the front quad of Trinity College 1971. (Photo: Supplied)

In an excerpt from his new memoir, the poet and literary scholar remembers losing his virginity, his first experience with LSD, and the 1970 Bath Festival.

The first person kind enough to go to bed with me was a student at Somerville. It was early on the morning of Friday 13 February 1970. (I already considered 13 a lucky number and lucky day of the month; it was on a Friday the 13th, for instance, that I heard I’d got an exhibition to read English at Trinity.) I was very anxious to lose my virginity and sensed that she, like Kay, would probably be willing. The fairly short-lived experience must have been far more satisfactory for me than for her. 

There is of course a difference between a quick mutual schoolboy wank and quasi-adult sex. I was far too self-involved to appreciate this at the time. She, I’m fairly certain, saw sex as a possible route to a relationship; I saw it, with her at least, as simply a rite of passage I was relieved to have finally got through. 

That evening, I went to Cambridge with friends. A Trinity fresher, Nick, owned a Daimler, so he drove us. The party included Clare and a friend of hers from Lady Margaret Hall, and my schoolfriend Charles Hingston, whom we were to pick up en route. The Daimler broke down on the A1, somewhere between London and Cambridge. The others walked to an all-night café, but Clare and I stayed in the car. Clare was a first-year theology student who had tutorials in Trinity with Leslie Houlden. She and I were on friendly terms and used to have lunch together after her tutorial. Now, alone in the back of the broken-down Daimler, things took a more physical turn, and by the time we returned from Cambridge we were “having a scene”. The lift in self-confidence from finally sleeping with someone was undoubtedly a crucial factor. Not that I could exactly say that to Clare, or to the other woman when I immediately broke up with her.

It was partly because of Clare, partly to get away from Luke, that soon afterwards I moved to a room in a different block. But before that I took the first of my three acid trips.

Hash mixed with tobacco was the main drug of choice during that first year, but – due to books like Huxley’s Doors of Perception and Tom Wolfe’s Electric Kool-Aid Acid Test, and songs such as ‘Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds’, ‘Purple Haze’, ‘White Rabbit’ and others – LSD and other hallucinogens had serious cachet, including claims to spiritual transcendence and revelation. Spotting drug-related puns in songs was a favourite pastime, especially when stoned. For instance, I enjoyed picking up on the reference to “tripping” in the Stones’ ’19th Nervous Breakdown’. Naturally, I had no idea what it might be like to have one breakdown, let alone 19. 

I’m not sure my hopes before that first trip were that high-minded; “dropping acid”, like sex, was more something one should have done. I took the trip with two other Trinity freshers, both called Chris – one had long, blond hair, the other long, black hair. 

“I hope you’re not worrying about anything,” said one of the Chrises a few minutes after we’d swallowed the tabs. Well, I was actually. I knew Clare wouldn’t approve; nor did she when she later found out.

A few images and impressions remain. At one point, blond Chris resembled an Anglo-Saxon chieftain laid out on his funeral pyre with thin red gashes across his face. At another, dark Chris grew horns and looked positively satanic. There was a period of frenetic drawing to illustrate a story we were going to write called The Wandering Gonad. At breakfast the next morning, the person sitting opposite me suddenly sprouted huge tusks which curved down over his cornflakes.

It wasn’t a bad experience, a “bummer”, but neither was it beautiful. The world, my world, was essentially unchanged.

Harry Ricketts’ memoir; author photo taken by Ricketts’ late wife, Belinda Ricketts.

Cricket continued to play a role in my life at Oxford – I turned out regularly for the Trinity College side and played once for the Oxford Authentics – but it is telling that when, in 1972, a Grateful Dead concert in London clashed with a college knock-out match, I went to the concert. Jerry Garcia played pedal steel guitar for the opening act, New Riders of the Purple Sage, and then lead guitar for the Dead – a marathon effort, amounting to well over five hours on stage.

It was, however, because of cricket that I heard of the Bath Festival in June 1970. I had been invited to play for the Old Wellingtonians against the current Wellington College XI during the annual Speech Day match – and I heard that Pink Floyd and Fairport Convention would be at the upcoming festival. Of course, I had to go.

As for the cricket match: two years earlier, I had taken five wickets in each innings. But now, unfit and out of practice, I was flattered to take one. As Mike Fox commented, I looked as though I was bowling from memory, which I probably was.

I remember the dawn coming up while Pink Floyd debuted Atom Heart Mother, then still known less evocatively as The Amazing Pudding. I remember hearing Frank Zappa and the Mothers of Invention, Canned Heat and Fairport Convention. But, showing how slippery memory can be, I thought I remembered Sandy Denny singing with Fairport, until being put right years later that she had left the band by then. What I don’t remember is probably just as significant: I don’t remember hearing (though I must have) all or some of Hot Tuna, Steppenwolf, Pentangle, The Byrds, Jefferson Airplane (their set was apparently cut short) and several others. I didn’t see Donovan’s legendary, impromptu, two-hour-plus performance. Among the soggy sleeping-bags I know I bumped into Nigel Richardson, who had been in the Hopetoun with me. I know I lost the cream-coloured, blue-edged pint-sized tin mug in which I had drunk my coffee all through Wellington. Sitting around in damp conditions listening to mostly half-familiar bands hadn’t really turned out to be my scene. 

At some point, I bumped into David Kynaston, whom I had more known of than known at Wellington. He enthused about Lawrence Durrell’s Alexandria Quartet, and the sequence promptly shot to the top of my must-read list. He and I hung out for the rest of the festival, agreed we didn’t need to stay for Led Zeppelin, took the train for London, and began the most important friendship of my life. It was David, who has a phenomenal memory, who put me right about Sandy Denny.

First Things by Harry Ricketts (Te Herenga Waka University Press, $35) is available from Unity Books Auckland and Wellington.