A new poem from poet and musician Ruby Solly.
RED FLOWER // RED FLAG
Ko Rata te ikoa o tōku tīpuna
a man who had to chop down a tree over and over again
while every night the birds would pick up the pieces
and restore the tree chink by chink
as we do each night within our own four walls for our babies
We tell them where they come from
We tell them that they are mokopuna of Rata
That they must fight the same fight every day
only to have the world change back over night
But unlike Rata,
we will not learn to ask permission
for we are not on foreign lands
We are held here in the palm of history
see how the soil swells red from last century
Rata is the name of a vine also
A ground born rope on a quest to murder the host
often mistaken for the red blood of our ancestors
evaporated to flowers
that bloom as tohu
in the good old kiwi summertime
a theory we test each year
hei puawai, hei puapua
hei puawai, hei puapua
So here we are walking backwards
but listening to our tīpuna sing of the future
sing songs of place names, of types of stone
their augmented rhythm broken
into boxes and bars
by the sounds of you back to back with us
kicking down doors,
and ripping down Rata
thinking they were Pohutukawa all along
And all the doors you kicked in
never brought you an expert
in the-word-that-shall-not-be-named
even though asking us to hold all of that knowledge
is asking us to know the whole world
asking us not only to know where the streams hide under the cities
but asking us to able to pull them out from underground
without disturbing a single brick
Then you request our thanks
In the language you prefer us in
while we mutter under our breath
in ours:
i ō mātou reo
ēra kā tākata o kā roroiti
If I am not a scientist
then I am a witch!
I chant a magic carpet over us both…
E rite? Ka mau!
And now we are in a dark room
where I show you what we are made of
from the darkness, to the potential of something within
to what you may call the ‘big bang’
but we know as te ao mārama
I take you with me
all the way through
creation and the separation
and the ice ages, and the evolutionary stages
of kauri and tohorā who now live far apart
I take you through
the integrated system of the world
within a being
to us being the way we are now
Eyes full of clouds,
skin of earth at risk of drying and cracking
and these two minds that we possess
These twins: Hine- the daughter in the front
And Ngaro the hidden daughter, the subconscious mind.
Best believe that both of them know Māori as it truly is
the natural, the normal, the make up of all things
To be descended from Māori
Is to be descended from science
so don’t you ever
call my whakapapa
nothing but terra nullius
Now in the void I send you back
to the spark of existence
to soak yourself in nothing
but the power of black
The Friday Poem is edited by Chris Tse. Submissions are currently closed and will open again later this year.
Ruby Solly will appear at three events at the Word Christchurch Festival; the first is a musical performance on Friday 27 August.