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Black and white photograph: an older man, slight frame, switched-on look, seated in a garden. Legs crossed, he's holding a drink and looking to camera.
Bill Hammond, December 2018 (Photo: Jane McBride)

BooksDecember 7, 2021

Bill Hammond: In search of the birdman

Black and white photograph: an older man, slight frame, switched-on look, seated in a garden. Legs crossed, he's holding a drink and looking to camera.
Bill Hammond, December 2018 (Photo: Jane McBride)

Nic Low hops on his bike and heads into the hills, looking for the late Bill Hammond and his bird-people. 

The famously private Christchurch painter Bill Hammond died last summer. Best known for his paintings featuring eerie avian figures, he had started working on a book with the Christchurch Art Gallery Te Puna o Waiwhetū, Across the Evening Sky. Out now, it’s an enormous, exquisite book and brings together dozens of major paintings with writing from Rachael King, Marlon Williams, Ariana Tikao, Shane Cotton, and others. There’s also a wonderfully frank, rambling interview between Hammond and his friend and fellow artist, Tony de Latour. But the standout is this piece by writer and Word festival director Nic Low. 

I go out to Horomaka on my bike in the rain with a ruined knee, looking for Hammond. It’s a headwind from the south. I’m in love with that wind. Along the causeway to Raekura my tyres sing and I suck down lungfuls of sea air: that mudflat stink, that sulphurous rot and the clean brine tang that is, today, and was, 50,000 years ago, the smell of birds. 

Black tōrea ride at a lull on the outgoing tide. Karoro tilt overhead. There’s an earthy petrichor scent too, of midsummer rain awakening the ground. I’m joyous at the work of riding and sensing to be done. 

The hills are distant, then, abruptly, here. Cut into the volcanic cliffs at their base is the dark mouth of Te Ana a Hineraki. A fence of black spikes palisades the entrance. They used to call this Moa Bone Point Cave. It’s the entrance to Hammond’s mind. The cave mouth’s craggy silhouette frames many of his thoughts. 

The chambers within were once layered with shellfish middens and polished tools, beds of ash and oven-stones, pukatea fire-sticks, and deeper again, among the moa femurs cracked open so the marrow could be sucked clean: fragments of a dream of a time when birds ruled. 

Today the fence keeps us out, or them in. But if you stand as I stand, fingers laced through the steel bars, and simply stare for long enough – for your eyes to adjust, and the hiss of passing cars to fade, and the salt wind to strip the paint from your house, the skin from your bones – you might envisage a painting on the wall: an enigmatic figure with the head of a bird.

She has a wedged tail and holds her feathered wings outstretched. Smaller birds perch along her arms. Artists have rendered her in charcoal and oils in caves in Fiordland, North Otago and South Canterbury. Paintings of bird-people appear on cave walls right across the Pacific, from Rapa Nui to Muna Island in South Sulawesi. The oldest cave painting ever found – 43,900 years old – shows a humanoid figure with a beak.

I rere mai kā takata manu ki konei mā ruka waka: the bird-people flew here, on a boat, in the care of the Waitaha people, and have taken up residence in our dreams. 

Hammond helps keep those dreams alive. His bird-people gaze out across Horomaka waiting for something that has, in all likelihood, already come to pass.

Cover of a big coffee-table book, tones of greys and blues, scene of bird-men and cliffs and sky.
(Image: Supplied)

The rain intensifies. I pedal up the road to Moncks Cave: another volcanic mouth glimpsed through a fringe of harakeke and another line of spikes. Around the year 1400 a landslide sealed this cave and the still-life tableau inside. In the 1890s road workers accidentally broke open the time capsule and clambered inside, moving among fishing nets and bird-spear barbs and pāua-shell bowls, breathing 500-year-old air. 

No moa bones were found inside, suggesting that, by 1400, the moa were gone.

Seated on a park bench, trying to catch a waft of that air, it seems reasonable to me that the people who lived inside didn’t draw bird-people – they were bird-people.

I ride further south into the wind. I don’t see Hammond in the eroding cliff-lines along the valley inland of Sumner beach. I don’t see Hammond in the teenagers sprawled on benches outside the fish and chip shop. I don’t see him here where the hills demand you be a body, in motion, with no time to stop, or look, or wait.

The hills rise and I ascend, standing and mashing upwards towards Evans Pass. I pray to the gods of lower gears and functioning knees while the wind drops in the lee and I’m encircled by the musculature of the earth, and I still don’t see Hammond’s poise or his watchfulness in any of it—until I reach the top and the land dissolves into sky and cloud, and then, abruptly, here he is. 

Up on the pass the world becomes a haze of sea merging into cloud. The land is mere slivers between water and sky, and with height and distance it becomes abstract: a canvas for our myths. 

This is the view from Hammond’s caves: Horomaka as smoking volcano, as stands of bush against luminous space. As a place peopled by birds. 

I see Hammond in the ink-rain melting the view. I see Hammond in the clouds bleeding to earth as black squalls move across the city below.

Some myths talk about the land before people. Some myths talk about how people were always here.

As a child, I loved Horomaka until someone told me about the dense bush that once covered these hills. After that I only saw the forests of ghosts. 

Painting, dominated by green tones, featuring palms (nikau?) and figures of birdmen.
The Green Room 2 2009, acrylic on canvas. Private collection, Auckland (Image: Bill Hammond)

I see Hammond in the axed hills, and the quarry visible from the Evans Pass carpark where I stop to catch my breath. The Lyttelton Port Authority has flayed open the side of the mountain to reveal bands of raw volcanic rock. It is an excavation, an archaeology. They are looking for that entrance to Hammond’s world. 

“Reclamation Project”, a sign says, but there’s no indication of what they’re trying to reclaim.

The birds wait and watch. What do they anticipate, or fear? The blasting of rock by the Port Authority? The trees are already gone, and the land is next. Civilisation requires dynamiting the hills and bulldozing them into the sea. 

How many birds did this land support? How many does it support now? 

The stupefying, deafening dawn chorus.

The deafening dawn chorus.

The dawn chorus.

The dawn.

The 

       rain has stopped. 

Riding west along the contours of the exhausted volcano, the dawn chorus rekindles in fledgling bush in the gullies I speed past. I catch the sweet perfume of life in bloom. There is toetoe and there is harakeke, unkillable and beautiful, with wax-eyes swarming the heavy flowers. 

In Māori, wax-eyes are tauhou: newcomer or stranger. They first appeared in Aotearoa in the early 19th century after being blown across the Tasman in a storm. They’re protected as a native species today. 

Aotearoa will be predator-free when we manage to kill ourselves off. 

Through a smear of glowing cloud, the sun moves as I move, reflecting off the curling taniwha of the estuary. Another storm cell rolls in from the south to strafe the plains. The alps hover at the horizon, glowing white. 

A painting: turquoise sky, figures of numerous bird-men flock to a large urn, carrying bowls.
Detail from Wishbone Ash Stash 2, Cornwall Road 2011, acrylic on canvas. Private collection, New Zealand (Image: Bill Hammond)

One of our oldest ancestral hapū is Te Aitaka a te Puhirere. They were most likely symbolic and mythical ancestors. But once, standing in a cave covered with frescoes of ancient art, I was told an improbable theory about the name.

Aitaka means the progeny of. Puhi is a high-ranking woman. Puhi means adorned with feathers. Rere means to fly. And not so long ago, near Wānaka, a rock climber abseiled down an unfamiliar cliff and found a cave, and in the cave, human bones. He and his climbing partner called the police, who pulled out a skeleton wrapped in a feather cloak.

Years later, a Ngāi Tahu man working on high country tenure review overheard those climbers in a bar, reminiscing about their find. He pricked up his ears. 

Kōiwi is skeleton; kōiwi is line of descent. Any bones found in caves around there would be an ancestor of his. 

“Where is she now?” he asked. 

“You’d have to ask the cops,” came the reply. 

The man visited the cave. The police hadn’t been gentle, and had left a fragment of a femur behind. He took it with him and initiated a search. It turned out kōiwi had been sent to the Otago University medical school. “You’re in luck,” a contact at the school said. “We’ve just done a full audit of all human remains. Leave it with me.” 

But when the Ngāi Tahu team visited the university, they were told that there was no skeleton fitting the description. Perhaps it’d never arrived. 

The meeting was after-hours, and a cleaner was working in the background. She piped up. “There is that skeleton in a box on a shelf in professor so-and-so’s room,” she said. “There are feathers in there, too. Come and have a look.”

There in a dusty box was a pile of bones, a skull, a feather cloak. One femur was missing a piece, and the piece from the cave matched. 

She was returned to her resting place along with her cloak, and the cave sealed. 

But first, the Ngāi Tahu archaeology team had three days with this puhi. They discovered that she had lived around the year 1400, and had spent her whole life in the inland high country. 

But what astonished them most was her kākāpō-feather cloak. The skins had all been pre-stretched, with holes punched along the edges, then expertly stitched to create a single shimmering coat of feathers. 

“It came almost to the ground,” the teller of the tale told me, indicating a point half-way down his calf. “It would have followed her every move. And if she’d bobbed down, so the cloak covered her feet, she would have looked exactly like a bird.” 

A dark painting, a cave interior, a large bird-man figure seated at the right. Feathers gleam green.
Moa Hunter Cave 2009, acrylic on canvas. Private collection, Auckland (Image: Bill Hammond)

It’s time for me to descend. Riding the summit road – the potholed road, edge crumbling away, the barrier smashed by rockfall, the serrated crags above – I pick up speed. 

I fly through the corners now, brakes howling in the wet, grinning, accelerating, leaning the bike, laying off the brakes, using both sides of the road, feeling myself grow weightless over little rises, feeling gravity losing its pull, until there’s a long straight, steeply down, and I’m headed for the corner at the end and I don’t bother to slow. 

I take my hands from the bars and raise my arms and soar. 

Up here you can feel the wind in your feathers. The whole of Horomaka lies beneath you. 

Smoke curls from its crater in a perfect ribbon, and beyond are the alps running down the keel of this canoe that is an island, with the ocean glowing on all sides. Still you climb free of the earth, until you are a weather-pattern, an all-seeing eye, standing there, warm and dry in the gallery, admiring our painted figures in flight.

Bill Hammond: Across the Evening Sky, by Peter Vangioni with Tony de Lautour, Rachael King, Nic Low, Paul Scofield and Ariana Tikao (Christchurch Art Gallery Te Puna o Waiwhetū, $69.99) is available from Unity Books Auckland and Wellington.

Childhood pic of a little girl sitting, elbows on knees, hands on her head. Surrounded by collage of vintage-looking Reader's Digests.
Connie Buchanan (Photo: Supplied; Design: Archi Banal)

BooksDecember 5, 2021

It’s really not ideal to raise a kid on a staple diet of Reader’s Digests

Childhood pic of a little girl sitting, elbows on knees, hands on her head. Surrounded by collage of vintage-looking Reader's Digests.
Connie Buchanan (Photo: Supplied; Design: Archi Banal)

Connie Buchanan grew up gobbling down stories, even the questionable stuff that arrived via 90s Hamilton garage sales. 

When I was a kid I read The Reader’s Digest. When I think about those small book-shaped magazines now, I think of the most powerful insult I’ve ever heard – “I’m going to eat you and shit you out.”

I ate those magazines. And then shat out information, from age 11 or 12, on all the big preoccupations of 90s American news. 

Crack Babies. Gorbachev. The Litigious American Public. The Psychology of Evil. Clinton’s Yo-Yo Diplomacy. Cocaine, The Devil Within.

The subtitle “a family magazine”, plus its propensity to run marriage-saving advice, gave the whole thing a vague feeling of Christian propaganda. This was sufficient to ward off the censorship of my then-evangelical parents, despite the articles being sourced and condensed from The New York Times, Vanity Fair, Washington Post, Conde Nast and other Satan-adjacent sources.

With a Reader’s Digest in hand, I was free to read. 

Best of all was the Drama in Real Life section. True stories of survival, long buried in my mind, now claw to the surface. The one about a skier trapped under avalanche snow for days who chewed through a brace of birds, killed in the same avalanche, that had frozen near her face. From memory, she ate up four whole ones, interspersed with intense sessions of toe-flexing and filling her bladder with snow for the warmth of later release, before managing to orient herself within the ice tomb. Once she figured out which way was up, she screwed her ski pole millimetre by millimetre in the right direction and finally cracked through to signify life.

Somewhere in there is a metaphor for what reading is to kids. Reading is the ski pole that pokes you out of your frozen hole? Reading is the raw avian organs that keep you alive? Reading is the flexing of your extremities so they don’t turn black and fall off? Reading is the disciplined treat wee that warms you from the inside?

Reading – even when you’re reading a montage of moral panic and sensational survival stories – is all of these things. 

But reading fiction, well, that’s the rescue team which comes striding over the snow crust in tennis-racquet shoes to pull you, gasping and heaving, into light and air and the world.

Crack babies, it turns out, weren’t really a thing. The vexatiously litigious American public wasn’t really a thing. The definitive example of the psychology of evil, the famous Stanford Prison Experiment, wasn’t really a thing. 

I didn’t know it at the time, but I was far better off trying to learn truths about the world from the fiction that appeared in the house. 

These were books that were never bought new. They just appeared, thick and wavy from someone else’s bath. You read what arrived, not what you’d chosen. Often they rose up from the bottom of garage sale boxes, released from service as packing material for a crapped out Sony hi-fi system, to be welcomed in a house with heaps of kids and no TV.

There must be a Venn diagram of people in 1990s Hamilton who held both garage sales and pro-Israel opinions, because I went through a heavy period of Jewish fiction. Among the holy land novels, concentration camp horror, and uplifting tales of kibbutz life, I recall The Endless Steppe, by Esther Hautzig. I Am David, by Anne Holm. Exodus, by Leon Uris.

Like my shamefully belated understanding of New Zealand history, it took me until well after high school to understand that there were people with prior and legitimate claim to the promised land when the chosen ones rocked up. 

But reading all that Jewish fiction didn’t turn me into either a Zionist or an anti-Semite. It’s hard to construct political polemic when the raw material is an inner emotional arc drawn over 100 pages. By the time you’ve finished explaining that it was really sad when Yael couldn’t fetch the water anymore, any audience has long since gone off to practice their Janet Jackson moves. 

Reading as a kid, then, was to learn to do something purely internal. The end game was thinking about something to yourself and deciding how you feel about it. Not performing a verbal crotch grab for others. 

Reading fiction in this way allowed me to climb inside history and to gradually understand it as an accretion of subtleties, biases, mysteries and motivations that elude lists of date and fact. 

And wow did I climb in deep during my Underground Railroad period. Circa 1992 the magic porridge pot of garage sales somehow produced a whole lot of slavery fiction. I read so much of it that I decided – oh god – to write my own story about a long journey featuring – oh god – clanking metal chains, clouds of dust and cornbread, during which – oh my god – I wrote in the first-person voice of an African American slave – oh my goddity god – in order to convey the emotional realities of preparing for live auction to the highest bidding master. 

My frontal lobe is clenched in a cringe so hard that I can’t remember if there was an accent deployed in this story. But, as a repeat reader at that age of Alex Haley’s Roots, I suspecks that there was. 

I can neutralise the mortification of this memory by reminding myself that trying to replicate what I’d read was a way of showing how closely I had listened to those books.

To give a kid a book is to give them a piece of music. A way to hear what the world might be like for others. A way to begin to “know” something, rather than knowing “about” it, as Marilynne Robinson said so gracefully in reference to her book of essays, When I Was A Child I Read Books. It’s the type of knowing that stitches neurons together. You put the book down and you move through life differently without having said anything out loud.

In such a shouty and performative world for our kids, reading fiction is a form of moral silence. 

All of which is to say that when my mate and author Sonya Wilson set about getting brand new books into the hands of Kiwi kids who might otherwise miss out at Christmas, it felt like she was doing something profound. She’s in her third year of this wonderful work, and while the pile of books grows each year, so does the need. 

If you can, please support her. And please, dear lord, choose an author from Aotearoa, so the stories that humiliate our 11-year-old writers in 30 years’ time are at least written in an accent from here.

The Kiwi Christmas Books donation scheme runs until December 13th. You can see a full list of recipient charities and information on how to donate a book, at kiwichristmasbooks.org.nz