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BooksJanuary 31, 2022

Learning to look Tāmaki Makaurau in the face: a review of Shifting Grounds

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Anna Rawhiti-Connell reviews the new illustrated history book by Lucy Mackintosh.

I stuck to the main road when I went to Ihumātao in 2019. I went to drop off food on behalf of my family and some friends, to those seeking to protect that place, and I gave a mate a ride out. My mate immersed himself while I did not look up or down, or even around. 

I knew enough to know I wanted to make a small gesture but not enough to meet the gaze of that place fully. Not enough to know the ground on which I stood. Not enough to know that the road I was sticking to was likely a pathway between flourishing and peaceful settlements that existed long before the so-called establishment of Auckland, as marked by Auckland Anniversary Day. Not enough to know that the existence of these settlements debunk a long perpetuated idea about Māori being “constitutionally incapable of remaining at peace with his brethren”, as A.W. Reed wrote in 1955.

Head and shoulders photograph of a Pākehā woman, dark haired, smiling to camera. The dark, gorgeous cover of her book, dominated by simple drawing of a landscape.
Lucy Mackintosh is Curator of History at Tāmaki Paenga Hira/Auckland War Memorial Museum (Photo: Supplied)

Reading Lucy Mackintosh’s Shifting Grounds is a confrontation of that ignorance, but a gentle one, supported by a guiding hand. Her beautifully laid-out book concentrates on three places in Tāmaki Makaurau: the Ōtuataua Stonefields at Ihumātao, Pukekawa/Auckland Domain and Maungakiekie/One Tree Hill as rich and eloquent examples of “landscapes as archive”. 

The book is hardbacked and deeply researched (there are nearly 40 pages of references). It initially sat on my shelf for a while as I contemplated both the intimidation of history writ new, and unjustifiably and incorrectly, a weighty tome. Just as Mackintosh maintains that history is not a dead, static thing, but an ongoing vibration, the book itself is lively.

Beautiful bucolic photo of verdant grass, mature trees in foreground.
Olive trees in Cornwall Park, from the grove planted by John Logan Campbell on Maungakiekie (Photograph: Haruhiko Sameshima)

Each of the three places has two chapters, six in total, that unfold somewhat chronologically. Somewhat in the sense that the stories have time stamps, but the observational and lyrical style of writing, and the vast number of photographs, maps and illustrations, are a mesh of the contemporary references and that which would be deemed historical. You leap from double page spreads of current photos of the Ōtuataua Stonefields, quiet, still and uninhabited, to pictorial representations of undefended settlements of the Puhinui Peninsula that further debunk statements from historians like Reed. There is peace in the contemporary photo, just as there was peace there in the past.

A photo from the Lantern Festival at Pukekawa/Auckland Domain in 2017 follows one of the Ah Chee Gardens being ploughed over to make way for Carlow Park in 1921. The Ah Chee gardens bordered the Domain and the family went on to establish Foodtown and Georgie Pie. Mackintosh and her collaborators on the book are inviting you to consider then and now, not as fixed points but as evolutions. There is not a past version of the Chinese immigrant community in Auckland, nor a current one, there is instead a lineage that might connect your culinary experience in the city now to one in 1882. 

Black and white photo (actually two joined together so it's a wide landscape shot) of a market garden half ploughed out of existence by horse teams. Houses in background.
The Ah Chee gardens being ploughed over in 1921 to make way for the Carlaw Park Rugby Club stadium and grounds (Photo: Auckland Libraries Heritage Collections, 7-A13262; 7-A13263)

Each chapter is focused on a different “story” or way into Mackintosh’s central tenet: that the land speaks and makes room “for the presences and absences, as well as the voices and silences, that have helped shape the city”. Her first chapter on the Ōtuataua Stonefields at Ihumātao delivers immediately. It is a site formed after volcanic eruptions tens of thousands of years ago. Modifications to and use of the land since the 15th century are still evident. Stone structures again support the idea that Māori in the region were not in a constant state of war with each other, but living in undefended settlements.

As Mackintosh outlines in her introduction, ignorance of this history is not wholly the result of individual failure. She quotes historian Russell Stone who says “the city has not been well served by historians” and explains that long periods of Māori settlement and history have been relegated to “a short section on prehistory” in the past. I immediately wrote “Why?” in my notebook, recalling a sixth form history lesson on historiography, the study of approaches to historical method and the writing of history. 

Colour photo taken during autumn or winter, of a large open grassy area, leafless trees, a large building in background. At right foreground, a fence of upright sticks surrounds a mature tree, beneath which you can just see a monument.
Pukekawa/Auckland Domain. The memorial to Pōtatau Te Wherowhero in the foreground; Tāmaki Paenga Hira/Auckland War Memorial Museum behind (Photo: Haruhiko Sameshima)

The answer is also depressingly familiar – for a long time history has been considered to be history purely by way of its dominant form of documentation, writing. “Winners” write history and write others out and the documenting of Auckland’s history is no different to that of other places that were colonised. In urban centres in New Zealand, eurocentric narratives of economic progress and civic monuments have been the loudest drum we’ve marched to and therefore have become “the history” we know.  Mackintosh’s first chapter on Pukekawa/Auckland Domain illustrates that well. She introduces readers to the likely place where Governor Fitzroy built a house for Waikato chief, Pōtatau Te WheroWhero, decades before we came to know the Domain as the site of the city’s commemoration of those who died at war. Its existence, a possible strategic move to shore up support from Māori leaders, calls into question an idea long supported by historians: that the signing of Te Titiri o Waitangi was “the end of Māori Auckland”. This is also evident based on archeological maps from Ihumātao, which reveal it to be a site of ongoing convergence and movement.  

In a way, the entire book answers the question of why so many of us might not know our city’s deeper stories. It does so by centering that which has been revealed by the landscape, and in many cases, subsequently ignored and not deemed to be “history”. The story of the construction of Sir John Logan Campbell’s obelisk and new coach road at Maungakiekie/One Tree Hill perfectly demonstrates the way we’ve ignored landscape in favor of curated history and commemoration. The destination of the road was the summit of Maungakiekie, a hugely significant site for mana whenua. At its opening in 1907, Campbell recounted his first trip up the mountain in 1843. “Sixty-four years lies buried in the past,” he declared. 

 

Black and white photo taken from elevated point, looking down at a crater / mountain slopes. A bunch of men are playing golf, bystanders in attendance.
The Auckland Golf Club leased land on Maungakiekie for an 18-hole golf course from 1901 to 1909 (Photo: H. Winkelmann, 1903, Auckland Libraries Heritage Collections, 1-W1077)

Campbell meant for the obelisk to commemorate Māori. And yet, during the construction of the road, as Mackintosh writes, “they had removed the Māori terraces, taonga and human remains that lay in their path, destroying the very history they were seeking to commemorate”.

Shifting Grounds reveals a meaning in the land; it finally allows Tāmaki Makaurau to be less of a place forged through the eyes of Pākehā historians, or merely as we see it now. Instead, Mackintosh’s writing and the book’s educative and exciting use of photography creates a place “where long histories have been crafted into the physical environment, where different knowledge systems have evolved and co-existed, and where the past continues to reverberate across time”.

When travelling in cities overseas I’ve often been told to “look up” to truly appreciate a city. Mackintosh asks us to look down, at the ground, at the tracks in the grass and beneath the earth, and consider that what we see now not only whispers our history back to us, but directly influences our present-day understanding and experience of Tāmaki Makaurau.

Shifting Grounds: Deep Histories of Tāmaki Makaurau Auckland, by Lucy Mackintosh (Bridget Williams Books, $59.99) is available from Unity Books Auckland and Wellington.

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Photo of a young teen girl smiling, seated; to her right a boy sits close with an arm draped over her shoulder.
Paula Gosney with the boy who dubbed her “Bucket” (Photo: Supplied; Design: Tina Tiller)

BooksJanuary 30, 2022

Memoir of a hypersexualised youth

Photo of a young teen girl smiling, seated; to her right a boy sits close with an arm draped over her shoulder.
Paula Gosney with the boy who dubbed her “Bucket” (Photo: Supplied; Design: Tina Tiller)

Paula Gosney is writing a memoir about rape, addiction and trauma that flows through generations. In this excerpt she attends a Napier school reunion, and realises how her childhood and adolescence set her up for a fall. 

A class reunion is like picking a scab. If you pick it too soon the injury bleeds, needing to heal again. If left long enough, the wound is clean and smooth – it’s not perfect, but it is stronger and more resilient. I was 45 years old before my wounds had healed sufficiently for me to risk a reunion of the private girls’ boarding school I attended from 1980 to 1985. 

We agreed to meet at an affordable motel in Napier. Some of the girls were sharing rooms; I booked my own. I sat straight-backed on the edge of the musty motel bed, within the safety of the thin walls, my stomach churning as I listened to the muster gathering outside. 

Many of the women lived in the area and had remained friends over the decades. Not me. I had fled, putting the Tasman Sea and rivers of alcohol between us. Before walking to the door, I checked myself in the mirror and straightened my clothes. For a moment, my hand rested on the knob, my forehead against the wood, 11 years old again. 

Our initial meeting point was Anita’s room; a couple of women were already in there when I appeared. I don’t think anyone thought I’d come – the black sheep. Perplexed expressions were masterfully replaced with smiles and hugs as more women arrived one by one, nervously poking their heads into the open space. Blow waves had replaced ponytails, deep sidelines now bracketed spidery lips, and crow’s feet counted the years. Faces morphed in and out as if an unfamiliar woman and a girl chiselled from my memories occupied one body. 

Anita – her face still round and smiley, her blonde curls still bouncy – had been exceptionally organised, a prefect. True to form, she had amassed photo albums of our school years. Old sticky albums with cellophane over each page, crammed with photos snapped on the inexpensive cameras we were all getting for our birthdays at the time. Grainy, four-by-six pictures, with curved corners and a distinctive greeny-red hue. 

The albums were the perfect icebreaker, all of us poring over them laid out on the hotel beds, shrieking with laughter at our 80s perms and high-riding jeans. I turned a page, my hand stopped, I froze. All the sound sucked from the room as though everyone had disappeared; there was just me and this old album in my suddenly sweaty palms. There I was: a long-legged sassy young thing, mucking around on the lawn behind the junior boarding house. Our bathroom towels laid out on the grass for sunbathing, a cassette deck to the side, a half-empty bottle of baby oil. It was an unremarkable photo, except for one thing. I stood out like a hooker in a nunnery. All the other girls were clad in tighty-whiteys, or some other age-appropriate underwear. Not me. I was unashamed in all my glory, young pubes on display through the few centimetres of pink mesh I’d mistaken for underwear. Who the fuck gave me a mesh G-string at 12? 

I said to Anita, sitting next to me, “Oh my god, look at my undies.” She didn’t raise an eyebrow. “You were so far ahead of us all. We were in awe of you.”

Champagne and hilarity bubbled around me. Excruciating memories flashed. 

“They call you Bucket Paula.” A senior girl, managing to laugh and sneer at the same time as she handed me the letter from the boys’ college. 

“Why?”

“Cause your cunt is the size of a bucket.”

That word was hardly used in the 80s, and I had never heard it directed at a person – I barely understood what the slur meant. I had, however, absorbed from the way women were spoken about in my home and on the farm that having a big vagina meant you were a slut, and being a slut was something to be ashamed of.

“I haven’t even done anything.” I turned away, pretending I didn’t care, eager to hide the heat on my cheeks and get back to my dorm to read my letter. But I did care. Hot tears pricked my eyes as I marched back to the dorm. Arseholes!, I thought. All I had done was exchange a few saucy letters with an eager boy who was my age. I told myself the spiteful seniors had made it up because they were jealous. But the branding hit hard and true, aggravating old wounds.

Seeing myself in that photo was like a piece of a Tetris puzzle falling into place. I was aware of my young sexuality but oblivious to the path I was set upon. 

My whole adult life, I wrestled with this dissonance; why was I so much more sexual than all the other girls around me? Was it genetic, hormonal – was I an outlier on a bell curve? Why were my sexual boundaries blurred? Was this done to me? Or are those two ideas somehow linked? Did my young, overt sexuality attract predators, or did my hyper-awareness of mens’ desire and the power I felt bring that promiscuity out in me? 

I asked myself in a diary entry aged 13, “Why do grown men like me?” I now know that is not a normal question for a young teen. The burden of that question defined my early life and fuelled some terrible choices, choices that took me from an untroubled child building huts in our hay shed to a junkie who could score hammer off the streets of Cabramatta with the lift of an eyebrow. 

I graduated from Auckland University in 2020 with a Master’s of Creative Writing and am in the final stages of writing a memoir, Bitches, Bikes and Honeys. The three words used by my father to describe women. 

My story focuses on my years in Sydney, leading a double life: one as a successful professional, the other a heroin addict, relentlessly trashing my body as the worthless object a rape taught me it was. I explore my childhood on a farm in Taranaki, being sent to boarding school at 11 – never to live at home again – and the impact of my hypersexualised youth. 

I am not writing a memoir because the idea of sharing my intimate secrets is particularly appealing. I’m telling my story because I believe the sexualisation of young women is getting worse, not better. The #MeToo movement has created an accountability framework but has done little to slow down the social media tsunami that has young girls reduced to Instagram-ready tits and arse. There is a damaging cost to this rape culture, and I would like to be part of the conversation.